Angels and Ancestors; My Visitor This Morning.
Disclaimer; a bit of a tear jerker here. In all fairness, I did ask for it :)
I got up early this morning and then decided to lay back down. Sometimes if I’m going to be visited it will be within that last stint of sleep so sometimes I just put out the invite. And I did that this morning before falling back asleep.
My phrasing is usually something like this; “any angels or ancestors who have something to tell me, a message to deliver, you can come to me in my sleep.” Usually Grampa Schneider and Grampa Bakanec visit me the most.
In my sleep this morning Auntie Karen came to me. We were in her house. It was pretty empty. Derry was sitting on the couch beside her but spilled some coffee so got up to clean it up. That’s when I realized she wasn’t physically present. I was seeing and experiencing her as her Spirit self.
She looked so healthy. The only difference that threw me off a bit was that her hair was very short. She never wore her hair that short. And her hair was dyed with more sort of orangey highlights. Not bad, just different. Thinking about that now I realize it was a reflection of her presence now. Not bad, just different.
I sat beside her and in my mind told her that she can visit me anytime. She smiled and had the tiniest hint of tears in her eyes and I started quietly crying and wrapped my arms around her waist and she wrapped hers around my shoulders and my cheek was pressed right up against hers and I can still feel the way her cheek felt.
When I woke up I had tears coming down my cheeks and I was surprised and amazed that even though I was almost completely awake that I could still feel that we were holding each other in that same position. Like my dream experience had crossed over into the real world somehow. It only changed when I moved in my bed.
I believe that was the message; how thin that veil, or boundary, actually is.
Even though I’m crying in writing this, it was a good message.
So glad for angels and ancestors who show up for us to teach and comfort us.
